I am not about to come into the blogosphere to act like I have answers that no one has found yet. I am not going to spout out how much easier my life got when I realized such and such ideal, or found the miracle personal development book that changed my life. However, I am going to share the crazy ups and downs of navigating this chaotic journey we call life while sharing the good, the bad, the beautiful, and the ugly of doing so with mental illness and no plan. I want to share the crazy, yet oddly familiar, continuing story of the life of a 29 year old mama, who can go from totally calm, collected, and organized to a complete catastrophic, rage filled, maniac in two-point-two seconds. How that life is full of dreams not yet accomplished but that also doesn’t mean that they can never be fulfilled. The world is full of chaos that is randomized into order, and our lives are just that. Chaos, waiting to be turned into unlimited growth. No matter your challenges, no matter how hopeless you feel one day, we have to remember there will be days full of hope to follow and those days will get us to where we are meant to be. Our road just looks different than others and we cannot compare our paths to them, they did not walk in our shoes, on our path, or in our stories. We will overcome all obstacles, just stay focused, and pay close attention to your needs and dreams.